Sometime I can be a real bastard or jerk. OK don't very one applaud at once. I admit I have a tendency to give tough love. And I admit I get carried away at times. But I do mean well. I feel that it is important for those in my life to realize that there own agenda isn't always the answer. That jealousy is not the meaning its more of a minion.
To see that making a mockery is just that a mockery. It gets nothing but grief. It's in my nature to love the ones in my life and let them understand that if I am doing some changing then they need to get along behind me. Now I am not playing Jesus and asking them to be my disciples. I am saying you must be a disciple in order to go forward. Positiveness is the key. It's up to them to go to the door and turn the key.
I have had my share of reality, just too much and too many times. that doesn't mean I have given up. It's just more of a maze to go through in order to get to that same door marked positive. remember second chances are made by yourself. God will carry you so far. There are many times you will have to get on your own two feet and ten toes and walk the path and do the journey.
You can't expect yourself to grow toward being positive unless you do a little fertilizing, plowing, Basically believing in yourself. And the rest will follow in time. Expectations of others does little if you can't fulfill the expectations of yourself. I don't believe anyone deserves to be the king or queen of pain. the pain may never go away but you can compromise with it and live a more productive and positive way.
I will continue to do what I feel means something. Be there for my friends and let them know straight how it is and what it means to them if they do.. like it or not it's who I am
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