This is the beginning of my personal blog. I have 3 other blogs that I express my feeling in, poetry and pros. Never really been plain and straight out about things. Hell it may bite me in the ass?? I want to begin with saying my life suck worse then a losing your self esteem. I am on the brink of losing my mind but somehow hanging on with a thread. My friends are what are keeping me somehow from falling off the edge of the cliff so to speak.
Oh oops I opened a door.... No doubt parts of my family my read this and get upset. Oh Flippen well. Its all about blood and what they want when they want it, yet when you need a hand or somethings all you hear is the crickets in the weeds. Or like the oldest in my family Con you then steal from you right as you back in turned. Oh my wait I'm not suppose to post that or anything like that I am talking about my family.
Hawk shit.
I was left with bills and responsibilities. some that weren't mine to begin with. Now I am told your to pay for everything cause you lived with our father and all that. Ok make sure you don't ever need a hand... Yeah right. I am over with that. If my siblings what me part of their lives then put your sorry anal guard down. I am not the one with the paranoids and false accusations. I was never like cause being the youngest you get spoiled well at least till I was about 12 or so.
Thats what I am feeling right now. Betrayed and I can smell the breath of the wolves at my front and back door. Funny how your own siblings can be so mean, jealous and blind. Go figure.
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